Impression

Monday blues

I swear i won't wanna work as a survey EVER again because this job SUCKS to the COREEEEE. I can't stand rejection & that's why i hate this job. I can't tolerate such lousy manners from people who thinks that they are fucking smartass just because they're studying in a university. I get people who throws back the survey form at me saying that, "Sorry, i'm not interested" OR "Can't you see that i'm eating?!" OR "Sorry, actually we're rather busy now." CAN'T THEY JUST FUCKING HELP ME DO IT?!??! High IQ but low EQ huh.

Right. I'm sorry, I can't force people to do it if they didn't want to. But but but......... Arghhhhhh!! I JUST FUCKING HATE THIS FUCKING JOBBBBBBBB BECAUSE I HATE REJECTION!!! And today was my last straw. I was at NU-ffing-S when i saw a group of girls seated at the bench so i decided to approach them.

I said,"Hi! Could you help me do a short survey?" (In the most polite and cheerful manner ever, still smiling at them)

Two of them replied together,
One asked,"Regarding?" (in the most bitchiest manner)
The other one said,"Actually we are rather busy now..."

K, nvm. I understand. Yea, you are busy. (My asss)

So after i walked off, Andy approached them and YOU KNOW WHAT?
ALL OF THEM GLADLY TOOK HIS SURVEY FORMS AND FUCKING FILLED IT UP FOR HIM WHEN THEY, WELL SHE, ACTUALLY SAID THEY WERE BUSY. I'm like wtf? Ya, took busy to even help me do a survey but free enough to flirt with my friend. SLUTS!

I was so furious that i glared at them the whole time and i was about to go up to that bitch and slap her already. {Fuck fuck fuck x expanding infinity times} I was like cursing and swearing under my breath and i'm like screw this man i'm not gonna ever do it again. FUCK.

Lesson learnt: If you can't be thick-skinned and take these kinda shitzxzxz from people, you better not take up this job. And oh, don't be deceived by their(students from uni) superiority in studies, they aren't that perfect after all. Infact, some of them are the ones that are deeply flawed.

I'm becoming less expressive of my emotions. I no longer want to let others know what i'm going through, least of all, know how i feel. Guess i'm carrying all the burden on my shoulders from now on. Being the only child sure has it's disadvantages. :(

Whenever i close my eyes all i could think about was what... (I COULD THINK ABOUT.) LOL. (No, it's not a joke.) I see things losing it's value, and i see myself losing faith in many different perspectives. I used to cherish many things and my worst fear was losing it. And now that it means nothing to me, i have no more pressure. So whether i get to keep it or not, it doesn't mean anything to me anymore....




Some things should be earned.
And you, earned it.

As much as i hate to receive flowers as a gift, i love this because it's from Gene. He said," I haven't given you any flowers before and i thought this might be something special, because all girls love flowers."

Happy half anniversary, bi. I <3 you.

Destination : Japan

I've been trying for the past 50times to rearrange the pictures in order so at least i could tell you guys the itinerary of my trip. Unfornately, blogger wouldn't allow me to and would lag at the slightest changes... so.... I'm just gonna break it down & tell you the location.

Sadly, he couldn't go with me :(

Yokohama Ramen Musuem:

Delicioussssssssssssssssss!!!

Mount fuji was supposed to be seen here... unfortunately the weather wasn't good enough...

Lake Kawaguchi. Beautiful isn't it?

This was taken at Narita, Aeon Shopping Mall:

& i swear this was the cutest thing i've ever seen! Press the blue button on the seal and it would start turning its flaps?(i don't know what's that called) And it would go like, "You are my sunshine, my only sunshine... You make me happy,...."

GUESS WHAT THIS IS?!?

A SAKURA TREEEEEEEE!!!!


Nahs, actually it's a plum tree. I didn't get to see the sakura blossom as the weather wasn't right

It looks a lot like the sakura flower though....

Oh, this is a dachshund dog i saw at a pet shop in the same shopping mall. Damn kawaii isn't he?

Tokyo Disneyland, Carpark. Sunset was lovely

This is the train station

The hotel at tokyo disneyland. Very englando style

Welcome to Nara Deer Park:

Look at the amount of deers!!! They are everywhere!

Very cute very kawaii but very vicious i tell you. LOL

They all gang up together to attack me while i was feeding them. Some grab my coat and started pulling it because i wasn't give them any biscuits. Others used their heads to push me :( I should've just threw the biscuits in their faces shouldn't i? LOL

This is Ueno, we had dinner here during one of the nights

Kobe, Chinatown. Nothing much to see, the things they sell are almost similiar to sg's chinatown

This is the Sake Museum, & this is their sparkling sake. (i didn't know you can even produce sparkling sake)

Their sake is definitely much cheaper than in Singapore. If you love sake, fly to japan to buy the entire box home LOL. You can look out for strawberry sake in hokkaido. It's awesomeeeeee<3>

How sake is made in japan:

Osaka Castle:

This is the temple inside the castle. Didn't went up there, wasn't part of the itinerary.

ahhhh, finally, it's tokyo

This is Shinjukuu

This is my favourite shot

Today is the day i finally crumble & lost my grip & humiliated myself till the extend where i hit rock bottom. Fret not, because i'll rise from my ashes again. This time, totally different. I will mark my words.