Sometimes i just gotta, arggghhh!!!, and bite it down even if it takes all of my energy and effort to do so. The level of difficulty is getting from, 'okay' to 'it's-getting-tougher' & i predict it would soon be, 'ARRRRGHHHH!!!-OMFG-THIS-IS-SOOOO-DIFFICULT' then maybe i would just break down and just say, 'screw this man.'

But! Nonetheless, i'll keep trying until it's off my limit. Maybe screaming my lungs off would help. I need something to vent on. Probably my piano. But it's definitely not a good time to do so now. It's already 1.02am. I can't sleep. I can't even sit down and read my magazine peacefully without feeling pissed or bothered or suffocating or sad or even feel like crying.

You don't understand me, i don't understand you.
K. E'nuff said. I don't wanna go flaring up. It would be an ugly sight.