Twisted

Food deprivation is something which i do to myself when i'm down.
I didn't had any this morning, even though i was freaking hungry and food was all around me cos my classmates were all eating except for me. So i just watched them stuff food into their faces and i got hungier by looking at that process.

It was 10.30am & i was starving already. But i refused to eat.

10.45am,
X.p asked, "Are you getting anything to eat?"
"No." Was my only reply to her.

Tick tok tick tok....
11.00 - 12.00noon was our lesson till the next break.

At 12 o'clock x.p asked me again for like the 5th time; and this time i got irritated so i snapped at her, "No! This is like the 5th time you're asking me already!"

12.03 - as i was texting nasuha & shannon, a new msg came in. & to my pleasant surprise it was my Bi.

He said this, "I'm sorry bi, i over-reacted. Study hard, i love you, always."

But i still refused to eat!!!

Then shannon suggested that i eat some fruits. That was when i did a double take and decided to eat. In the end, i took a piece of agar agar so as to brighten up my day and a cup of apple&orange juice to balance out my emotions.

It's funny how food can actually balance my emotions and brighten my day right? Haha, cause the agar x2 has many layers in different colours & apple is sweet but orange is sour!! Geddit geddit?!

And it really worked. I didn't feel hungry anymore and i was able to untangle those thoughts which i had it for hours ago. :)